Nothing

You dont have story,you dont have a love, you never called the atention of anybody,you dont have friends,dont have a social life,the job that you have cant provide the minimum for the daily survive,You dont see any perspective in your life,you feel like if you were god but your expectatives dont show this reality to you,so what is life?
Does life seems to be like this?Show options that you will never have?When you look to your past it doesnt seems that is you and your life,your past dont have any importance to your life,and your future is everything you have,but when you think that time doesnt exists what importance have the past,the present and the future?
What m I doing now?
What m I supposed to do?M i supposed to be happy?OR IS JUST another period of psychological pression?Why people dont look at myself?Im not fresh enough?Smart enough?Handsome enough?
What is needed to be noted at society?Some questions dont have answer i dont know if im better than some people or worst than,cause i dont like judgements i dont understand them,In my mind i just accept ideas that fit in it.
I like people who likes to talk people that are humilty,and like to spread their friendship,ihate such kind of people that are autosufficient,cause if that person exists,why should the universe be all of this?
Why the feelings change all my thinking,and I just cant accept life in a rational way of thinking ,why i need to feel,angry or happy,its just a pain to be happy cause when you are not , theres no reason to be alive,when u are not satisfied with you and your life,why should you live
Sometimes power and volume means something for me,but i know that this is not the true,cause when you dont feel and dont have nothing and dont feel safe with your actual situation,you think that if you have a lot of,you are secure but this is not the right option,the right option for me,its having what i need,doing what i want.
But this foryou? Are nothing.