Life just happen and than when you are involved at learning and observing what life is,somethings you just feel,you dont say, and than the things that you want dont happen,and you start to pray,beleving that anytime your prayers will be ansewered.
You think that maybe someday at the evolution process you will feel all the satisfaction of being yourself,that your power will challenge all the force and intelligence that exists,and all your reasons,beliefs and wishes will always come to true.
When you are in the circle of life you cant go back,even if you try to escape,you will be living,thats no way to fight against life you will have to solve all your problems or then will follow you forever.
Theres so selfish giving a person such a decision that he cant choose just accept,its a way of humilty and charity,but why should things be like these,if I am a liven body that can create and mould my life,why should i accept the humilty,if my intelligence says that i have so much power that i can create my only universe?
Maybe there are reasons that we can explain,like the way that life it is,it could be different,things that we just feel,the world show us that we are less than small ants,but we look to the universe and their stars and feel like we are bigger than that.
Why the options are so small when my heart are so big??I feel stronger than I appear to be,more beautiful than my youth shows me,more powerful than people try to show me that Im not and capable to challenge even the dreams that i dont had yet.
If someday I will feel that way back like being all the universe and my word was a verb in action,my action a unbreakable true,if I feel like i dont have to conquest things,that I own everything by my own maybe I would have more respect by my self.
The feelings that we cant explain,we just live and then pass,by a time that is not ours,in a place that could be everywhere,they are the reason of everything,living with feel,is not living,is just being under the circustances of not having any choice unless being something that we dont yet know.
